I know I know I know it' s been a while, but here I am! I figured I should try to make one last journal entry for the year...so

HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE!!!

2008 has been some kind of year, boy I tell ya. I've met some incredible people and purged some not so incredible people. Each year I go through some kind of epiphany and I'm proud to say I'm not one of those people who go through the same epiphany every year. I've grown each year and I'm always  amazed at the kinds of things I put myself through throughout each year. This year is definitely no different. I am thankful for every trial I've been tested with and have great memories of all the rewards I reaped this year. My resolutions aren't really goals that can be achieved in a year, but rather goals that are set for a lifetime. So i've added a few lifetime goals to my list.

So, I hope everyone has a happy and blessed new year.  = )

Man, this past week has been the busiest week that I can remember. School started on tuesday, but it really was a long week. As long as I might have THOUGHT it was, it was going by to fast for me. It was quite crazy. For those of you who don't know, I am the new president of the Chemistry Biochemistry Student Association. Eh, it's not that big a thing. The officers who were the heads of the club last year graduated and just left it there, essentially abandoned. I mean they made no after thought as to whom  they wanted to appoint after they all graduated. I understand that they all had things going on, but seriously, just leaving the way they did was seriously irresponsible. So, newaiz I'm president and one of the responsibilities of the club is to sell chemistry/biochemistry lab mauals and supplies to all the students. MEANING! We had to arrange for somone to sell from the stockroom, buy the manuals, supplies, and continually do inventory after every sale. I really do have to commend Veronica T. on the inventory though, because she has been on it like white on rice. We've set that we're going to have officers meetings every thursday.o yea I'm president and secretary and Veronica T. is Vice President and Tresurar. kekeke yeeeaa thats the condition we're in right now. NEWAIZ! I'm also taking First Semester Italian, Organic Chemistry II, Ochem II LAB, and History of Contemporary Food and Beverage. I have about one hour breaks on tuesday and thursday and no breaks on monday and wednesday. Yeap, when i'm not in classes, I'm working. when I'm not working, I'm in class. ALSO! Tomorrow is Johnny's and Gloria's going away parties at the 1015 in SF, so i'm going to that (probably gonna get drunk) and Sunday my lab partners wanna go bar hopping...and I figure if I'm going to do all this, I better do it now because if the semester is busy like this during the beginning and tests haven't even started yet, it's going to get way crazy when this get in full swing. So...on top of reading and some early hwk (gotta stay ahead), going to the clubs and bars...monday seems like a good day to crash hard. yeaa..

Other than school and work, I still have alot on my mind. My mind's always racing but it's ok...i mean i'll get through it somehow, right? right. ok....time to do something..i'm not sure what yet.

PEACE

I was gonna type "Wave" but then i thought of the cookies and decided to put that instead.

...All I can do is offer you my love

Love: (n.) A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.

I was looking up random words through google like "weird", "lonely", "progressive"...then this word, "love" and found this definition. Now it seemed extremely interesting to me that a dictionary could be so generally, yet specific about a word most adults find hard to explain. After this definition, it went on to explain each of the a categories it mentioned breaking it down into even further sub categories, proving! the complications of defining love.

As I was reading the definiton that arose from Answer.com, I found that love is a mainstream paradox. It's a most complex simplicity. There are many ways to love one person and no ways to explain them, but it's simple to see and feel. So in all my own amusement and boredom, I tried (through my own experiences) to define what love is..hahah. NOW for meeee I have very little experince in romanticized loved...never been IN love...BUT thats my problem...mooooving on! Another thing...which kind is deeper?

SO! Love ,this pardoxical anomaly is a physical transformation and a in most cases a emotional pinnacle that can not be reached by merely climbing a mountain or advancing on some perilous journey. I think common misconception is that love is a sense of non-stop elation, whereas I believe love is a like a river with a constant mix of emotions flowing in it. Peaceful and serene....violent and dangerous....passionate and aspring, hmm mean so much.

So I tried to find one that looked most like the one I saw....


The air was warm, yet not stifling at all. Cool and very refreshing. Couldn't really find a picture of the sunrise I saw. I stayed awake all night..believe me not on purpose, but I figured it was 5am, why not just wait for the sun to rise? Sooo thats what I did...as beautiful as it was...probably wasn't the best idea...i went to sleep at 7am and slept in 40 minute interval because my dreams kept waking me up..soooooo....I'm REALLY sleepy and cant sleep.

In my boredom I was watching this one Taiwanese movie...why? *shrugs* I really don't know..you tube leads to funny places..ANYWAY!! This one girl was actually really good..but what got me was...she looked different every 5 scenes or so...but that could just be me and cuz I won't lie..I had a hard time following the plot then figuring out who  was...this is a scene from the movie...turns out she's gonna be in the Mummy 3 her name is Isabella Leong


Now I'm just sayin! At a quick glance does she not look like a dude!...i'm all confusing her with the other dude in the movie..juuusss sayin cute movie though.

You know what I recently found sexy...too-cute-to-be-a-nerd-but-clearly-a-nerd type guys...hahahahahha example?
heheheh THEN!
kekeke IDK!!! I've just been having dreams about him lately :)

Hmm..what else..not too much else going on then heheh Have fun!

Today was orientation for the AIDS which I was COMPLETELY excited about until just now when i got home and found all this bumps on my skin...live millions of spider bites and it gets irritated when clothes touch them...AND my fuckin right index finger is swollen from...GOODNESS KNOWS WHAT!!!! I was really looking for to volunteering to...i truly am disheartened about not going...

but on a slightly brighter note..Went movie hoping...saw Space Chimps, Hellboy II and  Dark Knight.....ok ok ok i'll admit it Dark Knight was fuckin awesome!! BAR NONE!!!!!! and it wasn't even the special effects...the acting was genius!! PURE genius. So whoever wants to go watch that I will hella go! I want to know what its like watching it for a second time...mmhm but yea Veronica wanted to watch Mama Mia, but i told her I was saving it to watch with someone else....riiiight?

newaiz...time to take some benedryl..and O!!!! All week i've been watching the new avatar FOR WHAT?! to miss the movie!!!! DAMNIT! i really hope that mess comes on again

Soooo tired...so far I've done everything everyone else wants to do..trips to the beach with my fucked up ears, hanging out and playing games, going to clubs, cleaning the house....GEEEZ!!! I want a day just with stuff I want to do!! I mean I've been having fun..but damn! this past week has been somewhat of a resting week...not too much going out which is nice for me.....

I saw that Alanis Morrissette is coming to Oakland in November and my heart sank....i KNOW i can't afford it because i have to save....and i've been meaning to buy her new CD but other events and birthdays come up where I spend my money...meh nnoott complaining

This weekend is AIDS Walk Activities...*yawns* but I really am excited..i'll try to take a lot of pictures!


ya know what i'd like to do..can't tomorrow or this weekend..but soon?...there's this really nice tree in the park...just chill...i miss doing that...mmm yes

ok done another useless entry completed

- Hung out with the boyfriend hehe in Vallejo (along with Rayjan and Ian)
- Went to SF and had dinner and drinks with Sayeeda


Doesn't sound like much?......it was revolutionary in all kinds of ways

Wishlist 2008: (material wishlist anyway)
- Pay off creditcard $615
- 80GB Black Ipod (with bigger capacity) $249
- LG Decoy OR Blackberry Pearl..eehh for now Decoy $50
- The L Word Collection Seasons 1 - 5 ~ $250

Total: $1164

Guess i should start buying me things...be alittle more selfish but i get a bigger thrill out of getting stuff for other people...*shrugs*  o well hmmm...well those are just the big things...i want a DVD here and there...and of course my new thing...earrings...there's this supposedly cool relatively inexpensive jeweler on Pier 39 according to my handy dandy Bay City Guide...imma check it out one day..hahah

AIGHT! peace!